Day 2.

I've been thinking about a lot of things. 
All the places you promise to go with me. 
All the occasions we'll spending together. 
& suddenly, what you say before, hit me all of the sudden. "I believe you don't just give up on the one you love." 
Why is it that, after all that we've been through together, yet we're just letting go of each other's hand like this? 
I actually envy those that despite all the quarrels and arguments, despite all the "I hate you & i don't ever want to see you anymore", all the  "Things between us have ended and we're never gonna get back together." but they still make it through and get back together in the end. Are we gonna end up like that? Or isit that i really lose you forever? 
I kept thinking that if i stay and continue fighting, will you actually turn around and look at me? 
Are we really gonna let go of what we have built up bit by bit just like that? 
I know it's my fault for feeling insecure, for not having that bit of faith in us. & if time could rewind, i'll never tell you what i feel. You know i'm not good at using words to express my thoughts. & i thought you know all that we've been through together. I'll never let go of your hand so easily again, i thought you knew my love for you. But it were so clearly shown, you gave up, despite the tough times, you chose to leave instead of staying. 

As much as i don't want to cling on to you or annoy you, I still know clearly that i still wanna keep trying. I want you to know that i'm not giving up this easily, although i know there might be girls around you that is making your days, going out with you etcetc. But i know, no matter how long will you take your time to realise my love for you, I'm still gonna be here, waiting for you be back.
I still haven't change my keyboard & home screen photos, I still haven't delete all the photos we took. Still haven't burn all the letters. 
"Don't give up on the one you love, and even if you have a thousand reasons to walk away, find that one reason that make you stay."  & unless i meant nothing to you from the start, then i will choose to give up and stop trying.