Day 3.

I send you another goodnight text again, and i know i won't get a reply. 
To be honest, i really feel so annoying, and i apologize for that. 
I know you've probably made yourself clear that things between us won't work out anymore, i'm hopeless, but still hoping. Hoping that there's another one more chance given. 
I know i always fucked things up, i know i'm never good at expressing my own thoughts, I know i always say the wrong things that make you unhappy. 
This time round, i admit it's my fault, i said the wrong thing that cause this to happen. But do you remember what you say before? you say you're here, you aren't going anywhere, that you would have try if i never walk away. I never walk away neither did i left, I was here all the way. 
Why won't you give us another chance, if others can, why can't we? 
They had bad quarrels, arguments, misunderstanding, but they still give each other another chance to love. 
Why can't we start all over again?

It's you that came into my life, awaken my soul, taught me how to love someone without limits. It's you that taught me how happiness & sadness should be like. 
Every where i go, it's about you. I see you everywhere. 
The memories you gave, are so hard to get over with. 
All i can say is, to let you go, it's impossible. 
Because i know i still want to love you for the next few days, weeks, months, years, decades, forever & ever.
I know i still want to fight for us. 
I know i still want things between us to work. 
I know i still want to send you all the sweet texts.
I know i still want to wake up seeing your name on my phone.
I know i still want to send all the stupid, silly yet sweet lyrics/quotes to you, even if it's just a random "i love you" or "i miss you"
I know i still want to bake a lot of brownies for you.
I know i still want to learn many many dishes and cook a meal for you.
I know i still want to plan a lot a lot a lot of surprises for you.
I know i still want to call you mine. 
You're my happy pills, my moon, my star, my sun, my everything. So what am i supposed to do if you're gone? 

Give me another chance, will you?