Day 6;

It took me 6 days, to accept the fact that you won't be coming back to me anymore. 
Everytime someone reminds me that you're gone, it kinds of hurt a little. 
But what hurt me the most is that, you are so determined about leaving me, which make me think that what we had been through in the past were nothing.

Every morning, i wake up telling myself that i got to get over you. 
& then somehow along the day, something/someone reminds me of you and i fail all over again. 
I don't know what to do anymore, i fail trying so hard to get over you, i fail trying so hard to fight for you to come back, such a failure in everything yeah?

Everytime my phone rings, i will run so fast to it, hoping it's you, but it's just another disappointment. I thought i have already stop expecting, but everytime when i see your online, i'm hoping it will turn to typing.. but then i saw the online become nothing, that's when i let my hopes high again.

I miss you every single day, every minutes, every seconds, but it seems like you're totally fine without me, sigh. 

Remember i ask you to keep yourself free today? The activity i planned for us?